THIN BREATHING AIR

Currently feel that everything is about relativity, it's like life balancing on a rope; suspended half-way in the air. Some people dance even on a tight rope while they are in a void. I am trying to feel as free as that, but it's seems like a tough trick to pick up... Ha ha any short-cuts to that?

(HI HI Pradeep!!!!! Good to hear from you! Currently I have difficulty posting my comments 'cause I forgot my password.... ho ho... still figuring that out....)

Friendly Huggies

Hi Folks, it's been a long long while since I last blog. How is everyone? Will be back to my weekly/fortnightly blogging :)

Right Footing

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Think for this current 'relationship' with my guy friend, I want to go slow... and steady... firm on the right footing.

He's pretty decent too; his friend wanted to introduce some girls at random to him, and my friend's reply was "Do you know them well?". Wow, he does preach what he says because so far, we have been going out, talking, getting to know each other's character better. Nothing on whether we are on a 'relationship', even though honestly speaking, we have been messaging each other everyday and meeting once a week on the weekends. No holding hands, nothing of that sort.

I think that's pretty good. Only when we are very sure about each other, then we will see how we progress.

Another thing is religion. I would like to share my religion with him. It's not obligatory for him to convert but he has to know something that's a part of me and that's my religion. I will be happy if he shares his with me (don't think he has any religion in the meantime). Nevertheless, it will be good to know what are his principles for life, at least if we intend to share a life together.

Rein in...!!!!

I was told to hold my horses!!!
(my lawyer advises,"don't rush.")
Think I am having a crush on a friend whom I have been going out with exclusively for 2 saturdays. Last night he mentioned about going on a one-to-one trip with me in December. Was really thrilled about it in fact. Well, just two saturdays and I think he has already sounded out his retirement plans on me, which is still decades away.
Then this morning, all the no-nos from friends and lawyer. Okay noted.
Well, will wait a couple of months more. No harm anyway. It's just that I felt a bit let down, given the status I was in. Hope he will persist till February, which is the date my lawyer says it's permissible for me to go on a one-to-one relationship. :)

More beauty

Guess I have been staying in the cold for a long while. It's so lonely when there is none who shares the same feelings and the same thoughts, especially on something supposedly so trivial as the daily space that we stare at, breathe in, walk around, work in, eat at.

It's marvelous when there's someone who plays the cord in your heart without you announcing your's heart's wishes. Lately I experience the heart-warming feeling of sharing the same space with someone who appreciates beauty just like I do.

I wish I can have someone like that as a life partner. I feel that I am someone greatly affected by the things that my eyes lay on. If nature's beauty is around me, I feel so much more joyful, so much warmer as a living human being...

W-H-I-T-E

hAvE bEeN iN A bIt oF A sUrReNdEr mOoD lAtElY...
aLmOsT tHrOwInG iN tHe tOwEl...

One Month

So far it's nearing the end of the month. For my new job, it's so far so good. Very busy but I learn a lot of new things while on it. I suppose when the office is small, one has to get things to work, else there will be a lot of backlog. It's a bit like a jack of all trades.

Haven't been able to work on my painting. This weekend should be good to resume on it. I have transported my easel from my ex-office to my current home.

Haven't been able to drop by my fellow blogger's post too... Need to catch up on so much...